Spiral of Regret

I’d left the conversation.  I couldn’t leave the aircraft, but I'd left the conversation, turning my attention towards the take-off and initial flight maneuvering.  The limited AI James, although I wasn’t entirely sure what Titan meant by that and why he was different than Apex, could have handled all of the flight controls, including the …

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Revelations: Ruminations and Regrets

I stand in the courtyard, listening to Whitley in her La Amante persona…..make pronouncements  She’d always been high strung, and this persona incorporated parts of her commanding presence as a doctor, but there was something different, something crueler maybe.    I’d tried to talk to her earlier in the morning, to, well, if I am …

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Banishment

Somewhere, sirens blare in the night, red and white neon flashing………pain, “Hold on, son, hold on, the medics are on their way……..”  Flashes of memory, lyrics waver along the air, “The love we share seems to go nowhere…” then darkness again.  The darkness recedes momentarily, but the pain is…..everywhere.  “Mommy…..help…..it hurts….” “Hush, Lukas, hush….it’s going …

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What Price Memory, Part IV

I withdraw my hand from the table, overcome with powerful emotions. Anger and frustration from hearing about a life and family denied to me, joy and amusement at Olivia's antics. Remembered desire from a past long gone. I sit there, staring into....something. Should we really learn of what could have been? Or am I truly …

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